Shop Mobile More Submit  Join Login
×
  • Listening to: nightwish
  • Drinking: ornge soda
nightwish live was bad ass if you get the chace 2 see em live do it
  • Listening to: death cab for cutie
happy fourth all
  • Listening to: smashing pumpkins
Who am I to need you when I'm down?
Where are you when I need you around?
Your life is not your own
And all I ask you
Is for another chance
Another way around you
To live by circumstance, once again
Who am I to need you now?
To ask you why, to tell you no
To deserve your love and sympathy
You were never meant to belong to me
And you may go, but I know you won't leave
Too many years built into memories
Your life is not your own
Who am I to need you now?
To ask you why, to tell you no
To deserve your love and sympathy
You were never meant to belong to me
Who am I to you?
Along the way
I lost my faith
And as you were, you'll be again
To mold like clay, to break like dirt
To tear me up in your sympathy
You were never meant to belong to me
You were never meant to belong to me
You were never meant to belong to me
Who am I?
  • Listening to: a playlist on itunes
  • Playing: ryl2
mescon is comeing up kinda fast is any planing on going?
  • Listening to: children of bodom-children of decadence
  • Watching: cartoonnetwork
  • Playing: ryl2
radcon was hell a fun and i huged predator.......i wish i hung out with more people and a really cool/hot girl i meet but it was a fun weekend.

today started off pretty shitty my sister called me and told me that we are going to have to put one of our dogs down
new entry the other one was kinda old
happy x-mass all
  • Reading: what im typeing
  • Watching: underworld
  • Playing: silk road
  • Drinking: mountain dew
YOU"RE READING THIS SO... I WANNA KNOW YOU... I want to know 35 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other.

REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. (Male/female, answer accordingly.)

1. Your Full Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Worst Habit:
10. Do we know each other outside of DA?
11. What's your philosophy on life?
12. Negative or Optimistic?
13. What was your dream growing up?
14. Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15. Would you give me money or a slap in the face?
16. Tell me one weird fact about you:
17. Would you have my back or kick me when I'm down?
18. Do you trust me?
19. Have you ever kept anything from me?
20. What do you think of me as a person?
21. Do you think I'm sane or insane?
22. Would you cry for me if I died?
23. Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
24. If you could change anything about me, would you?
25. How do you fall asleep?
26. Would you come over to yell at me or just call?
27. Would you go on a blind date if I set you up?
28. If I only had one day to live, would you be honest or lie?
29. A million bucks... what would you do with it?
30. What is your worst fear?
31. Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
32. How many times did you curse at me while filling out this thing?
33. Can you sing or dance?
34. In one word, how would you describe me?
35. Will you repost this so I can fill it out?
  • Listening to: the orb
  • Watching: the halo 3 trailer
  • Drinking: rock star
i am really bord silk road is being stupid and has had like 5 patchs this week and all i want to do is play it...holy shit the halo 3 trailer is FREAKING AMAZING...it looks like its going to start out with some of master chiefs back ground story...and then it looks like its going to take off from where halo 2 left off...or at least thats what im guessing cus in the trailer it starts out with two kids talking about space and i think one of them is master chief...has anyone played gears of war yet becuse that game is awsome posem
  • Listening to: de/vision-subtronic
  • Watching: cartoonnetwork
  • Drinking: md
I MIGHT BE AN UNCLE TONIGHt
  • Listening to: trapt
  • Watching: cartoonnetwork
  • Drinking: md
I see our stars tonight
Do you recall that light
Or do you ever think of me
And in your world somewhere
Do memories rip and tear
The ones that always keep you hanging on
To all that might have been
[Chorus1:]
And I love you now
And I hate you now
And I miss you most of all
All those times we laughed
The scars that you left
Still I miss you most of all
And by the water's side
The tall grass where we lied
The nights we cried ourselves to sleep
Most Septembers now
I break down somehow
Remembering all we said
And all those dreams we never got to see
[Chorus2:]
And I love you now
And I hate you now
And I miss you most of all
And did you ever find
The scar in your mind
Or do you miss me most of all
Are you somewhere
Without a care
Or are you as alone as I
Did you ever make it home
yeahea! Uhh huh!
And I miss you most of all
And I miss you now
And I miss you now, yeahea!
  • Listening to: trapt
  • Watching: nada
Na ah, Na ah, Na ah, Na ah
I don't know anything at all and I'm somebody else
It could take years to find you, it could years to find myself
And I don't need to hear your answer I just need you to see
That I think it's time to break down these walls that we throw
Am I still breathing have I lost that feeling
Am I made of glass 'cause you see right through me
I don't know who I am you're the only one who sees that
I can't ask these questions they cannot be answered today
Na ah, Na ah, Na ah, Na ah, Na ah, Na ah, Na ah, Na ah
And even if everything goes wrong and we start to fall apart
I will understand where you are, I will understand this by myself
And I don't need to hear your answer I just need you to feel
Like there are no boundaries at all
Am I still breathing have I lost that feeling
Am I made of glass 'cause you see right through me
I don't know who I am you're the only one who sees that
I can't ask these questions they cannot be answered today
I don't mind today
today
I don't matter today
And how far have we come, too far to throw away the past
Will you be there waiting for me
I have to ask what we are, if I ask today it just won't last
So I'll be here waiting for you
Will we ever feel this good again
Will we ever feel this real
again
again
Will you ever be mine again
Will we ever feel this real again
Not today
today
I don't mind today
today
I don't matter today
  • Listening to: a lonely chord by tsunami bomb
  • Watching: mythbusters
so last thursday in class we gave our first massage...yeah im borded so i thought i would update my journal
  • Listening to: once beautiful by the last dance
  • Watching: cartoonnetwork
yep thats right it hurts...to move my neck i was at a heavy metal show and well the bands that were there were all awsome...i allmost got knocked out in the mosh pit it gave me a head ache so i stoped moshing for the night i busted the guys tooth that i ran into he was pretty chill about it so thats cool i feel bad for the dude tho

"arcen is pretty evil"-robot chicken
  • Listening to: once beautiful by the last dance
  • Watching: cartoonnetwork
looks totaly bad ass you get to pick what the chars are going to be i need to get some money befor oct31 T.T
  • Listening to: mudvayne I.D.O.I.O.T
  • Watching: cartoonnetwork
6 things about me:

1.im addicted to rock star

2. i do miss high school...well parts of it

3. i would take a bullet for anyone i conseder(sp)a friend

4. i really suck at spelling most of you know that allready

5. im a cancer

6. i love music






and now to pass this on to six other people:

1. Slowlydying

2. Zeeblee

3. TheSilverBlood

4. InfiniteShadow

5. chimparzan

6. shinjifurry
  • Watching: cartoonnetwork
You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You

should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________.

If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I

would build a _______ just

for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________.

We could __________ under the stars.

Love,
_______________
  • Listening to: cky
  • Watching: cartoonnetwork
who said that I wasn't right?
I've lived for years without a life
don't have a soul on my side
still ridiculed despite how hard that I have tried
don't take me under your wing
I don't need a hand, don't need anything
I've got a roof over my head
as if I'd rather be alone with me instead
close yet far
drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are
and I'll tip my hat to those who can't believe it's me
no I never never never ever wanted this to be
I can hear the sounds of the city
sunrise and set are the same to me
a hesitating pulse is good company
and my reflection offers no apology
but who said that I wasn't right?
and I've lived for years without a life
don't have a soul on my side
still ridiculed despite how hard that I have tried
close yet far
drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are
and I'll tip my hat to those who can't believe it's me
and I never never never ever wanted this to be
close yet far
drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are
and I'll think of the days when there was something to believe
and I never never never ever wanted this to be
  • Listening to: red hot chili peppers
  • Watching: cartoonnetwork
[x] I know how to make a pot of coffee
[x] I do my own laundry
[x] I can cook for myself
[] I always do my homework/work
[x] I actually enjoy intellectual conversations
[ ] I think politics are exciting
[] My parents and grand-parents have better things to say than my peers
total: 4

[x] I show up for school/work every day unless I'm sick
[] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse
[x] I've never gotten a detention
[ ] I've watched talk shows to point out the credibility of it all
[] I know what credibility means without looking it up
[x]I drink coffee at least once a week
total: 3


[x] I know how to run the dish washer and/or do the dishes
[] I can count to 10 in spanish
[x] When I say I'm going to do something I do it
[x ] I can mow the lawn
[x] I can wash a car
[x] I can make adults laugh... without being stupid
[x] I remember to water my plants
[x] I study when I have to
[x] I pay attention at school/work
[x] I remember to feed my pets(if there my own)
total: 9

[] I can spell experience without looking it up
[x] I clean up my own mess
[] The first thing I do when I wake up is get coffee
[x] I can go to the store without getting something I don't need
[x] I understand jokes the first time they are said-most of the time
[] I listen to my elders
[x] I can type fast
total: 4

[x] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour
[x] I can look at someone hot without thinking of sex
[x] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job
[x] I can read a book and actually finish it
[] People have said that I act older than I am
total: 4

Now add up how many x's you have and put "I act __ years old" in the title.
friday was freaking awsome gothic industrial partys rock...yeah good night wich involved alot of dancing...im still worren out by it
  • Listening to: dragonfly
  • Watching: cartoonnetwork